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I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW WHO YOU ARE

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If you plaster your face to the walls,
Someones bound to know
The face of a killer, a sin, a Satan's everyman
Buying young girl's drinks, buying soul filled speeches
Spilling them out with your spit
Copying her papers so obviously everyone saw it
The cheapness in your eyes and the
High class rich ass pockets
Ten LQ Commercials and a scream
Marks the presence of a helpless fear-freak
Shaken to the core, the bone, the thin
Dream sequences of hell
The shadow man in the closet
Breathing down your neck
If I could see him, I'd hold you closer
I know, I'm the only one to know, I could only see
Everyone in the mirror - I can only trust him
I could fall faint any second,
And in a way, I beg for that
Dropping the fears of everyday childhood 'hormones'
Without the act of selfishness, a shrine is mesmerized
If I may sleep without feeling paralysed for the night
As though my head will fall right off my neck
If only I may, just for today,
Go back twenty years and grow
Healthy, again
Oh, I know who I am
Helplessly disabled; talking to the walls
Because while they will listen,
They tell lies to no one
But the trees
Reading about taxoplasma gives me creeps.
I'm so tired, like all-the-time tired. Sometimes I think I'm just gonna pass out in class, lol. I, for some dumb reason, have been putting myself out more. Like, talking over announcements and standing in front of classes to talk. I still shake like crazy and stutter, but it's a neat experience.
I feel sick, like I'll die at any moment. That's how I feel everyday, constantly thinking everyday will be my last, but not in a fun daredevil way. It's the kind of fear I can express without feeling it'll ever change. I always wanna leave, go somewhere new, and clean and clean and clean. I wash my hands twice every time I wash my hands and then I can't touch anything for days. It's neat, but scary. Neat and scary and neat and scary and neat.
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KurtisDR's avatar
Creepy, but I like it lol!